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NightmareChaser
Sara Flain
United States
I can't draw, so I write, and what I write turns out to be poetic.
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"Please! I need you so much, you can't leave me!", he screamed with tears in his eyes as I broke his heart.

I softly placed my hand on his cheek to make his eyes meet mine and gently replied, "I know, and that's why I have to go. I love you too much to allow you to destroy yourself like this. You need me so much, but you shouldn't need anyone. Want, that's okay, need, that's unhealthy. You need me, but I don't need you, so I have to leave since you are unable to, so that you no longer degrade yourself to a hanger-on. I'm sorry. I love you. Goodbye."

And I walked away.
You mean the world to me
I can't lose you
36. Precious Treasure
36 of 100. My freind recently felt suicidal and had to go inpatient at the mental hospital and I was so worried for her. 
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  • Listening to: A little of everything

<NightmareChaser>I am really bored
<NightmareChaser>someone please join me
<NightmareChaser>we can rule together
<NightmareChaser>we'll make a new world
<NightmareChaser>one without war
<NightmareChaser>they'll be united under us and we won't be able to be beat
<NightmareChaser>so what the use in them fighting?
<NightmareChaser>plus they wont even know to fight
<NightmareChaser>we'll poison the water
<NightmareChaser>no never mind
<NightmareChaser>we'll rewrite their minds
<NightmareChaser>so they love us unconditionally
<NightmareChaser>they wont find a fault to fight for
<NightmareChaser>mass brain control means we can do whatever we want
<NightmareChaser>we'll have to have reeducation facillitys for those who don't cooperate
<NightmareChaser>but that'll be simple
<NightmareChaser>we can give all the best of everything to ourselves
<NightmareChaser>but that begs the question, will it be a fufilling existence?
<NightmareChaser>can riches unearned give the same satisfaction as that hardwon?
<NightmareChaser>perhaps not
<NightmareChaser>but we can make challenges
<NightmareChaser>new puzzles and games
<NightmareChaser>we can keep each other on our toes
<NightmareChaser>i would probably lose in chess
<NightmareChaser>we could challenge each other to make/do bigger and better things
<NightmareChaser>so our omnipotent existence retains meaning
<NightmareChaser>if we get sick of each other
<NightmareChaser>we can always remove the mindcontrol from a person or 2
<NightmareChaser>to keep as pets, new and interesting people to interact with
<NightmareChaser>they'd probably hate us at first
<NightmareChaser>but we could cultivate a bit of stolkholm syndrome to gain their freindship
<NightmareChaser>heck even love if you want to go that far
<NightmareChaser>and if they don't fall for it?
<NightmareChaser>we put them down and grab a new person
<NightmareChaser>or lock them away till they're willing to do anything to please us
<NightmareChaser>goddamn i'm gonna write that up there into a book
<NightmareChaser>probably from the perspective of whoever the heck would be unmindcontrolled and petified
<NightmareChaser>im still really bored and that didn't magically get anyone to join so
<NightmareChaser>fact of the day: birds do not have bellybuttons
<NightmareChaser>Which makes sense when you think of it
<NightmareChaser>the bellybutton is the leftovers of the umbilical cord
<NightmareChaser>and things from eggs dont have umbilical cords so no buttons of belly
<NightmareChaser>which begs the question:
<NightmareChaser>does a platypus have a bellybutton?
<NightmareChaser>if my reasoning holds true then they shouldn't
<NightmareChaser>because they are the only mammals who lay eggs
<NightmareChaser>which might make them the only mammel without a bellybutton?
<NightmareChaser>google don't fail me now!
<NightmareChaser>no they do not
<NightmareChaser>however marsupials don't either
<NightmareChaser>apparently their's falls off in their mother's pouch without forming a scar
<NightmareChaser>so though platypuses (platypi?) have no bellybutton, they are sadly not the only buttonless mammal
<NightmareChaser>though that may be a comfort to them
<NightmareChaser>I mean really, they're already so weird
<NightmareChaser>it probably does them good to have SOMETHING in common with other mammals
<NightmareChaser>or that could be worse
<NightmareChaser>Cause they are kinda already a frankensteins's monster of other animals
<NightmareChaser>so this could be another bit
<NightmareChaser>maybe if we could understand these poor piles of random bits they would be saying "Please kill me"
<NightmareChaser>because even they know evolution went wrong somewhere along the way
<NightmareChaser>though it didnt do tooo bad cause they haven't gone extinct yet
<NightmareChaser>so they must have gotten something good
<NightmareChaser>maybe it's their venom, which is a thing
<NightmareChaser>platypi are venomous
<NightmareChaser>hey at least they're at austrailia
<NightmareChaser>home of all nature's freaks and deadliest
<NightmareChaser>so that might do them good
<NightmareChaser>Too bad google cant psychoanaylse a platypus for me
<NightmareChaser>im gonna stop while im ahead now
<NightmareChaser>who am i kidding? i was never ahead
<NightmareChaser>im talking to myself in an empty room
<NightmareChaser>well im at least gonna go play some other timewaster of a game if im not doing anything productive
<NightmareChaser>so goodbye self, for all that sounds like the plot of an existential horror
Hold my hand
And don't let go
It's a big, big world
And we're on our own

You're my voice
I'm your eyes
We both share ears
We listen all the time

I have no mouth
And I must scream
You open your throat
And scream for me

You have no eyes
And you must cry
I scrunch my eyes
And cry for you

I play the instrument
For your tune
You sing the lyrics
To my song

We play music
It's all we can share
Please stay with me
Hold my hand
Once upon a time
There was a girl

Once upon a time
A girl spoke
And pretty gems and sweet flowers
Did not fall from honeyed lips

Once upon a time
A girl opened her mouth
And foul black tar
Dribbled from pink lips
And was known as Truth

Once upon a time
A girl shared Truth
With all who would listen
For better or worse

Once upon a time
A girl hurt many people

Once upon a time
A girl grew wiser
And offered Truth
But warned of it's dangers
But that did not deter many

Once upon a time
People hated a girl
Who spoke only Truth
And blamed her
Though she warned and warned

Once upon a time
A girl stopped speaking

Once upon a time
A girl looked at the world
And was disgusted
By lies and hate

Once upon a time
A girl walked
She walked as far as her feet could carry
And then farther still
To all corners of her world

Once upon a time
A girl found a man in need of help
The silent girl offered him an ear
And he gifted upon her
Trouble and Hurt and Secrets

Once upon a time
A girl found Listening
The panacea
For ills of the heart

Once upon a time
A girl offered Listening
To as many as she could

Once upon a time
People loved a girl
Known for her Listening
And prospered

Once upon a time
A girl grew more and more disillusioned

Once upon a time
A girl walked
With the Trouble of many
Upon her shoulders
And couldn't help but think
How many could lightened with Truth

Once upon a time
A girl had a realization
The broken, pitiful world
Needed her Truth
To heal
For Listening was but
One part of a whole

Once upon a time
Night fell outside a town
And a girl sang
And terrible ichor flowed
Onto fresh earth

Once upon a time
Truth was found to be a pharmakon

Once upon a time
A girl used Listening
To learn how to read people
To protect herself

Once upon a time
A girl gave Truth
But only to those
Who needed it most
And never stopped moving

Once upon a time
Rumors blew across the lands
Of a witch who would curse those who crossed her
Of a goddess who offered salvation to the kind

Once upon a time
More and more stories told
Of ruin wrought
And of fortune grown

Once upon a time
People watched as Truth rotted Lie
And thought it was destroying beauty
Instead of disease

Once upon a time
Truth cured and destroyed at the same time

Once upon a time
A powerful man contacted a girl
And demanded Truth
To hear of his future

Once upon a time
A girl met with a greedy man
Who she saw was falling
He would destroy himself
And drag anyone he could down with him
To a fate worse than death
If he didn't change

Once upon a time
A girl attempted to save a man
By offering Truth

Once upon a time
A girl enraged a horrible man

Once upon a time
A man ordered a girl captured
And punished

Once upon a time
A girl had her lips sewn shut

Once upon a time
A girl was angered

Once upon a time
Truth dripped out
From between stitches of silver wire
Guided by a girl
And carefully bottled

Once upon a time
A girl snuck into a royal garden
And poured Truth onto the roses
Which dyed them black as night

Once upon a time
A powerful man destroyed his prize roses
In a fit of madness

Once upon a time
A girl used a lifetime of Listening
And gathered Hurt and Trouble and Secrets
As she carefully worked
On removing silver from pink lips

Once upon a time
A witch opened scarred lips
And spoke for days
Hidden in the woods

Once upon a time
A cauldron filled
With Trouble and Hurt 
And the worst Secrets
Of a horrible man
And used Truth to bind all together
To make potent

Once upon a time
A witch poisoned a powerful man
A little bit at a time
In each meal

Once upon a time
A king saved a country
With new found Compassion
As he went insane
From the ills of the world

Once upon a time
Truth destroyed and cured at the same time

Once upon a time
A king thanked a witch
Inside a dungeon
Where she was shackled

Once upon a time
A witch was burned
And as she roasted
She screamed out Truth
For all to hear
For as long as she could

Once upon a time
A city square was flooded with tar
Thick and rancid
Which flowed into the river
And spread far and wide

Once upon a time
A witch choked on Truth
Gagging on Secrets and Hurt and Trouble
And all Listening had brought her

Once upon a time
A pitiful broken used girl died
And her ashes grew black blooms

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DancingSamurai11 Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2016
Thank you so much for the favorite! (/o v o)/
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NightmareChaser Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2016
wow im really late responding to this, but you're welcome!
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DancingSamurai11 Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2017
aw, dont worry about it...because of my current situation, = v = pretty much all of my responses r going to b late....
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Thanks for the :+fav: fav - I really appreciate it! :-)
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No problem
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Hello! Just wanted to say thank you so much for faving my art, I really appreciate it a lot! :D
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No problem, its real nice
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Thank you so much, glad you like it! >w< :heart:
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Thank you for the fav!Neko Emoji-27 (Being kawaii) [V2]  Have a nice day! :3
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No problem!
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